忆亡友...

对不起,一直想写些什么却迟迟无法下手
害怕泪水无法控制的流下

算算,今天是你的头七了
我也该把心情好好的收拾一下
带着笑容整理我们过往的回忆

那时我初来报到,你毫不犹豫的伸出了友谊之手
这一点,我会永远的记得


我还记得星期五那天我要回家乡了,你还要我玩得开心点
我很庆幸,我有说了再见
因为那是你留给我最后一幕...

星期日晚上,我收到了这样一封信息:
听说你去世了
我惊慌起来
我发了信息给你,打电话给你
你却没有给我任何回复
那时我已经难过的流泪了
我只希望隔天可以见到你

星期一,一踏上梯阶
"你听说了吗?" "是真的吗?"
"是真的."
进了课室,我终于放任泪水决堤
没想到你已永远的离开了我们...

在丧礼上,你的遗照让我不禁湿了眼眶
看到你沉睡的那一刻,我必须接受这残酷的事实...

伯夫伯母承受的是何等大的悲痛
却依然为我们细细讲述
你选择了遗爱人间
把健康的器官捐给其他需要的人

上帝带走的只是疲累的你,你的灵魂因此而获得解脱
上帝带走了我们爱的人,却留下了珍贵的回忆,爱永远留在心中
而你的笑声,你的善良
会是我这辈子最美好的回忆...


安息吧,你会一直活在我心中
你留下来的爱,也会在他人体内流传下来

凤佳,一路走好...

原来

原来 家才是我的所在...


可以不要再离开吗?


每天倒数时间的流逝
思念却渐渐占有我

我爱我家...

好久没回家了,回家的感觉真好=)
妈上星期遇到车祸了,几天后才知道,当下哭了一场
知道了,却没得做些什么...
看她擦伤和淤青的地方,深深的刺痛我身上所有细胞
我在远方享受之际,她却得承受这些痛苦...
好不容易开口问了为什么不告诉我,她只轻写淡描的说不想让你担心
转过身,泪水再度堆满眼眶...

我总是想到自己必须一个人来到异乡,却没想到双亲的苦衷...
对不起...
我会努力的,我爱你们

Tagged by chian qian

你知道你很残忍吗?竟然一个月后才让我看到TT

1. Last beverage→ vitagen(original taste)
2. Last phone call → phone call to find my sister==
3. Last text message→ from xin yi,to ensure the time leaving tomorrow
4. Last song you listened to→ no idea,my short memory mulfunction
5. Last time you cried → last sunday when see the movie '伴我走天涯',korea movie
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → why not?haha
7. Been cheated on? → Ya,about small things
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? → hmmmm,the answer is=yup
9. Lost someone special? → Ya
10. Been depressed? → Ya

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLOURS:
11. white
12. black
13. blue
14. yellow

HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends → yup,always have chances
16. Fallen out of love → it had been a past tense
17. Laughed until you cried → ehh,not cried la,just my eyes got tearsXD
18. Met someone who changed you→ yup,in my life have a lots
19. Found out who your true friends were→ yup,although not much,i appreciate them=)
20. Found out someone was talking about you→ Ya,and getting blue when find out they once my friends
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ yup,suk cen^^
23. How many kids do you want to have→ 2 or 3,easiest give me twins la
24. Do you have any pets → yup,dog,hamster,fish...
25. Do you want to change your name→ why i have to?so special
26. What did you do for your last birthday→ go queensbay mall skating and having my adventure at nightXD
27. What time did you wake up today? → not so 'late',1030 i think
28. What were you doing at midnight last night→ sleeping,zzz
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → having a life that i want to=)
30. Last time you saw your father→ last night,after tommorow will be a long time cannot see him
31. What is 1 thing u wish u could change about ur life→ the 3b on my spm result slip on subject BM
32. What are you listening to right now → the voice of fan moving
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → i will find 1 soonXD
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? → about my lunch
35. Most visited webpage → http://www.xinyandaylife.blogspot.com

36. What's your real name → Lim Xin Yan
37. Relationship Status → Single and available
38. Zodiac sign → Gemini
39. Male or female→ Female
40. Elementary→ Disney Kindergarten(had been closed at 2009,already a history)
41. Middle School → SJKC Khoon Aik
42. High school → SMK Derma
43. Hair color → Black(lastest dye)
44. Long or short → Short
45. Height → About 150cm T-T (haiya,buy ticket can cheaper la)
46.Do you have a crush on someone? → once,but now,i crush with myself,haha
47. What do you like about yourself?→ always tough after weaken
48. Piercings → No
49. Tattoos → No
50. Rightly or lefty → rightly for writting,lefty for daily life

FIRSTS :
51. First surgery →when i born to this new world,can count as?
52. First piercing → None
53. First tattoo → None
54. First best friend → hmmmm,mei shan=)
55. First sport you joined → cycling?
56. First pet → fish i think
57. First vacation→ hospital?haha
58. First concert → 99爱国演唱会,i forgot when is it
59. First crush → secret=X
60. First alcohol drink → Shandy

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating → No
62. Drinking → No
63. I'm about to → fetch my sis from skol
64. Listening to → No
65. Waiting for → eating lunch

YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids?→ Ya
67. Want to get married? → Ya
68. Careers in mind?→ veterinarian

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes → Eyes
70. Hugs or kisses → Hugs
71. Shorter or taller → Taller
72. Older or Younger → Older
73. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
74. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both
75. Tattoos or piercings→ Tattoos is ok to me
76. Sensitive or loud → both oso dunwan
77. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant→ Both oso dunwan larr

HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger → No
81. Lost glasses → No
82. Lost contacts?→ contact wif many friends
83. Broken someone's heart → i think so
84. Had your own heart broken → Ya
85. Been arrested? → No
86. Turned someone down → Yes
87. Cried when someone died → yup

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → Ya
90. Miracles → Not really
91. Love at first sight → sometimes
92. Heaven → Ya
93. Santa Claus → Ya
94. Kissing on the first date? → Ya
95. Angels → Ya

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → hmm,not really
98. Do you believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?→ Yes
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? → Myself and also money$$

100. Tag5 ppl:
1. Bai Bai,as long as u seen my blog
2. Potato,b4 u go to unithen,done it
3. Dear Lili,when u see this remember do it ya
4. Yen Fang,i know u very free now
5. hmmm,if u like it,then jz do itXD

明天以后

明天以后 我还有什么
明天以后 还有多少个明天
明天以后 世界上还有没有我
明天以后 拥有的会不会不再拥有
明天以后 我的明天会更好吗
明天以后 谁会留下谁会离开
明天以后
明天以后

明天以后 我还是我自己么?
还有明天么?

把握当下

十 八 岁~

终 于 十 八 岁 了
不 是 一 个 人 过 生 日
也 过 得 很 难 忘=)
感 谢 你 们~
我 玩 得 很 开 心
比 例 和 我 的 黑 青 一 片 片 成 正 比
呵 呵~
回 去 后 又 要 努 力 拼 书 啦
+u+u

周记

忙忙碌碌,又一周过去了
一直忙补习,功课
时间过得很快,也很闷
一个人 发呆的时候也特别多
只好让自己不断的忙
直到累倒在床上
醒来又是新的一天
之后很少回家了
时间排得满满的
想家的小孩回到家,
总是感慨离开的日子
太快到,舍不得
终究要离家

下一次,就是月记了